I trust God with the plans he has in store. He blessed and surprised me with my dream of being a debutante. Now my brother is living one of my biggest dreams that hasn't happened yet. As happy as I am for him, I can't help but feel sadness because I still haven't had my turn. No man has ever pursued me. No guy has ever told me he liked me. Never been kissed yet. Never been in love. It hurts how I'm feeling left behind when comes to romance. I should have known when I was held back in third grade when I didn't pass the TAKS test that was a clue on how I would be left behind with alot of things in life. And it hurts. I'm not blaming God, I just want to be loved too by a man.