I know that I am kinda young for all this stuff but still here we are….
About 6 months ago I was so constant in reading bible, so joyful, happy, so alive! But now… I don’t even know how and when I stopped feeling the same way. Yes, I do want to come back and I did everything to reduce my distractions like social media , removed bad habits and improved , actually. But still I can’t find the peace I had before. Now I feel emptiness. Praying ? I have nothing to tell. Just stay silent. worshiping? Does not hit me as hard as it was. I also have family problems right now. Big argument that is almost 4 weeks long now. I tried to do my best to stop it but… it all failed. I prayer let it all go , tried to forgive and then … just feel nothing.

I honestly don’t know what to do. Please…. I will be grateful at least for one prayer.