school recently has been very difficult. not only has it been so much drama that has impacted me but also bullying, and other really hard things. i also have 0 friends not a single one. i used to spend break and lunch in the toilets but ive decided these past two school days to atleast sit in the library where there’s people. thursday for the first time ever I got to sit with someone at lunch. i only have 6 weeks left of school but i just hope the drama ends and that i have a friend. i wish to just sit with someone at lunch or break and things get a bit easier for me. i wish someone would just want to spend time with me. i wish people stop believing all the rumours about me and they just be my friend. thursday i felt so good. although i wouldn’t count it as a friend i had a social interaction after so long. on friday i also got told i could join this girls group for a school trip happening thursday so i hope i actually can and im not alone for that either. God i wish i wasn’t so alone and i wish that these 6 weeks go perfectly for me and for my family.