“For where two or three gather in My name, there am I with them.” — Matthew 18:20

My heart is deeply broken right now. My partner Dicklan of 16 years and I were supposed to get married in 2 months, but our relationship suddenly ended, and shortly after, he became engaged to someone else from Bali. Everything happened so fast that I still struggle to understand it. I feel lost, numb, helpless, and heartbroken.

In my spirit, I feel like something changed deeply in him after trip to Bali with his friends , and I continue praying for God’s protection, wisdom, and intervention over his life. More than anything, I pray that God brings healing, clarity, and restoration where it is needed according to His will.

Please also pray for his mother, who is currently battling stage 4 colon cancer.I pray he comes back to Malaysia to be with us. Despite everything, I still care deeply for their family, and this pain has been very heavy on all of us.

There are moments when God feels silent, and I do not know what to feel anymore except exhaustion and sorrow. But today, I surrender this situation fully to Him . Whether restoration comes or not, I pray that God fights the battles I cannot fight, heals what is broken, and guides all of us back into His peace and truth.

Thank you to anyone willing to stand with me in prayer. 🤍