Today, I asked God to let me hear His voice. But if I'm being honest, deep inside, I'm afraid to listen. Because I don't even know if what I'm hearing is truly from Him or just my own thoughts, and that uncertainty scares me.
During my devotion, Luke 9:35 stood out to me: "This is My Son, whom I have chosen; listen to Him." It felt like God was gently reminding me that His invitation is not to figure everything out on my own, but simply to listen to Jesus.
The truth is, I've felt so hopeless these past few weeks. I've cried more than I've prayed, and there are moments when I don't even want to believe anymore because everything feels so heavy. Yet I also can't ignore how intentional God has been in reaching out to me, even in my confusion.
Please pray for me that God would soften my heart, quiet the noise in my mind, and help me truly listen to Jesus. My mind feels like a mess right now, and I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I just want a heart that is willing to trust Him, even when I don't understand.