How do you usually communicate with God? When I'm attacked by enemies, I tend to take it out on others or read manga to try to ease my anxiety. Honestly, it's painful. I think it's important to approach God with a sincere and faithful heart and to communicate a lot, but I don't know what to do. Rather, I'm questioning my faith. Am I just using God because I always hurt Him and pray only to relieve anxiety or ask for favors? That's not what faith is. But through the Lord's work, I probably really want to believe in the Lord, make Him happy, and always seek and follow the Lord instead of loving this world. Even if I can't be perfect, I don't want to give up. I want to be free from the attacks of the enemy and the bondage of this world that forgets God's love. Don't give up either, always be grateful to the Lord, apologize, and love and serve God first, not this world. Thank you for reading this far. I pray that you, brothers and sisters, may have the grace and blessings of the Lord. Amen✨️