So I first want to start off by explaining a little about my situation. I have been met with a lot of what seems to be like resistance and anger in my family. My fiancée and I are struggling to get back up on our feet and do not have much. I’m currently 2 months sober and we are trying to work up enough money to get our own place and do things the right way since last time there was no faith or foundation and of course with no faith there’s no strong foundation and that is a recipe for disaster. I try my best to read my Bible everyday because some days that’s all the energy I have in me. I’ve been starting to struggle with my mental health and handling my anger and frustration. It seems that the more that I am trying to build up the more others want to knock me down.
I have been reading Acts lately and it has been showing me that no matter how rough life gets, we should continue to walk in faith and continue following the Lord. That as long as we continue to walk in faith God will always have your back and get you through the roughest times. Another point that has been made is that sometimes we need to change our perspective. For instance instead of asking “Why can’t this just hurry up and happen, I’m desperate for a breakthrough?” We should reflect and ask God “What can I do so you can prepare me for the journey ahead when the timing is right?” God hears our cries and our prayers but sometimes the timing is not right.