GOD will allow you desert from HIM draw near unto GOD more and HE will draw near unto you again.. force your way back and shut your ears to regrets and all

We enter the dessert it is necessary you need to embrace this. Gold is refined with heat and pressing they get it so hot the impurities float to the top and you can scoop them out. You are not abandoned you are being pressed. Even jesus himself entered the dessert and remember who was there with him. Just spewing lies.... the devil "God doesnt hear you, you dont deserve salvation, you dont deserve love, you just keep sinning, if there is a God and hes sees everything how come he wont take away this pain?" Hes a liar guys. When your in this place you need to stand on God's promises which is what jesus did both in the dessert and on the cross . I am a child of god I am blessed going in and blessed going out. I AM HEALED BY THE STRIPES OF Jesus I am already seated in heavenly places he never leaves me or forsakes me I have the same power in me that raised jesus from the dead. These are all promises from God who is sovereign you can count on it. This gives you strength in the dessert. Sinful human needs heavenly refinement. This is usually where things in our heart were not aware of surface so god can make us aware of the heart change that needs to happen.

You’re not alone in feeling this way. I was just in that position as well, but it’s so much better when you put God first! ❤️🙏