🙏Please dont lose the faith he is with you I promise I was almost there at one time my self and I cried out and it was loud Jesus please help me ! and from that moment it was in an instance he was there Gods promise is to never forsake us and he doesnt we are the ones who forsake him and God has his own timing its never late always on time pray to him give him all your cares and worries and trust him be still and know that hes God took me long time to trust and now I see him working in my life some of it I dont like but its for our own good sometimestg dont understand his ways but his ways are higher than our own and if he brings someone into your life that has a light dont fear it dont run from it thank him for it he brought you that light for a reason he saw something you couldnt that light is your protection cherish it let it help you heal grow mature in the spirit it is truly a blessing I Hope you found some comfort in my words God bless you