Seeking prayer for my relationship and finding hope in the waiting period.

Hi everyone,
I have been with my boyfriend for over 5 years now. When we first connected I was living in Hawaii and moved ten minutes away from him to California in the midst of Covid in 2/2021 with no job and a severe disability. By the grace of God, my body has healed and over the last nearly 5 years I have recovered fully from my spinal injury, dealt with severe depression and trauma from my childhood and given my life to Jesus Christ. He has worked miracles in my life and I am forever grateful to Him. I have been waiting for my boyfriend to propose and this is the last year I will be in waiting for this to happen and we don’t even live with one another. I am asking for prayer over my relationship and that he will find the courage to take the next step and integrate me into his family. He has recently been opening his heart to God through the seeds I have planted and he has even been going to church with me to pray, reading the Bible with me and joining in prayers. I have prayed so many times now “God, if this is not the man I am supposed to marry and have children with…please remove him from my life.” It’s been nearly a year and we are still here together getting closer to one another and Christ. Thank you in advance to everyone who takes the time to pray for us, God bless you and may he return your prayers to you tenfold.