Hey I just prayed for you❤️🙏🏾 God loves you so much, so so so much. He wants you know to know that you are His, His beloved daughter. The enemy doesn’t have any claim to you! He is trying so hard to take you from God with these thoughts but it’s all a lie. God is not going to let go of you, you want him to hug you, but he already is inside of you and holding you tightly in the palm of his hands. That’s why you woke up this morning he gave you breath in your lungs. The enemy is a liar and defeated foe and those mental strong holds and thoughts are not from God. Salvation an eternal life from God is a gift from God to you because He has chosen you and loves you, there’s nothing you need to do, for it’s all Him and what he has already done. His blood has covered you and is why you are saved, remain in him, read his word every day, pray constantly even when you can’t, just say His name, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus over and over for as long as needed to you feel his divine peace just wash over you. Listen to worship music and sing sing sing because the victory is already ours, you must rejoice because your name is written in heaven ❤️you do love God and he knows it whether your mind tells you otherwise or not, whether you feel his presence or not he is there, and there is nothing you can do, say or think that will make him stop loving you or leave you, he loves you too much. You are saved am you have received the gift of salvation for 1 John 5:1 says anyone who believes that Jesus Christ is born of God. Any thoughts that you get check it with why God says if it do want align then it’s a lie and not true. Keep going, keep taking steps of faith one at a time, God will help you lean on him for he will give you comfort and rest. Don’t try and do it on your own go to him with everything over and over ❤️ it’s done there are no strongholds over you, unclean spirits in or around you, and you do not have OCD. You are fearfully and wonderfully made in Gods image !!!!! Amen praise the Lord thank you Father God🙏🏾

I’ve been where you are. What God lead me to realize is that he was trying to call me to focus on him and not the situation or emotions. He transformed me when I did that. But also remember that God WILL use this for his glory. You just have to submit. Don’t give up even when it’s hard, because God understands it’s hard. Without God we can’t do anything, he’s the only one who can transform us. I feel like God wants you to know that the feeling of the weight of the world being on your shoulders is only temporary. He knows you better than anyone. He wants you more than you can imagine. He’s just asking that you seek him and turn your eyes to him- even when it’s hard to believe. God has mercy and peace and comfort. He will restore you ❤️💗❤️

I have felt and feel like this often. I know it’s hard to let this be heart knowledge instead of just head knowledge but please remember that Gods word is fully true and according to Gods word the only way to be saved is to believe that Jesus is the son of God and He died on the cross for the sins of the world. It doesn’t matter if you have doubts. Doubts are lies from the enemy and they are temporary feelings. The fact that you are worried about it shows you know who Jesus is and that’s all it takes. It’s not the strength of our faith and faith is a gift from Him. We don’t have to conjure it up on our own. If you’ve said yes He’s got you even when you worry He doesn’t. It doesn’t depend on you. He’s already done it for you. The enemy wants you to believe it depends on you but once you’ve said yes and you’re thinking of Him at all then you’re good.