Hey, as much as you don’t want to hear this she was not the one, she lead you to place her on a higher pedestal than God, the one should lead you back to your “other half” which is the Lord. The one should lead you back to your one which is the Lord. I went through this two months ago. I felt guilty when I realized I was idolizing, so I tried to fix it never worked because the other person didn’t have a relationship with Jesus but I thought he loved God. I know it may seem hopeless and some days you don’t want to wake up, but God has so much for you. I am saying this when I thought I was a loss cause 2 months ago. It didn’t help I had to see him everyday to school, I know now why God never got rid of him in my site because I still had bitterness towards him and what he had done to me. But I know now he couldn’t love me like Jesus is because he never knew him. He was searching for something in the world who could fill him a person, he was looking at the wrong place. He should have looked for Jesus. let God in on your grief he was so kind to me when I adimitted I wasn’t over him even though he wasn’t the one. 2 months ago that person was my other half but then the loss lead me to realize the only person who will ever truly be there for me every step of the way is God, people may go, jobs may change, but after all God is still with you. Wait nevermind I haven’t even realized this was three months ago. On January 2 2026, I cut him off, still held on to him in my heart until I eventually let go, I am alive, I am thriving and my rock is built on Jesus. There is still hope I hope you know that.

You seem to have a deep capacity for love. She was not the right one for you, as everything happens according to His plan. You just have to keep your life focused on God. He sees what you need just like He did with Adam. You will receive your blessing at the right time, whatever it is🙏🏽

God is with you.