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Hey guys, I need prayer…even though I don’t wanna ask for it.
God’s like “you need to give this up.” And I’m like, what? No!—this is mine, I made this—it’s a part of me. I love my worlds any characters.

It’s not that I don’t love Him, I’m afraid and don’t trust what I can’t control. Healing? That hurts. What’s gonna be left of me…once I’m healed?

It also hurts when you’re a creative person and can’t seem to make anything but masterbation material. 🙄

I’ve been wrestling Him hard too, been running around trying to avoid this particular sin of masterbating to smut by sinning in other ways—cause that makes sense. 😫

Anyways I’m gonna go to church today immensely hungover with a whole ass box of fucking tissues. 😭

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Brukkenbauer
Brukkenbauer Bob 4 months ago
Don’t you think, who loves you infinitely wants the better of you? If a parent take all of the candy from the child, for dental issues, dont you think the parents do it out of love? I have also struggled with that sin, and the more i do it, the more my perspective on women changes. That bad because instead of looking for a soul, you look for an ideal body, which is bad for longer relationships. Dear heavenly father sees this, and trying to save you from it. When you do it, not only the act, but the thought also significantly affects it. So trust your father, for he does it out of love, out of your sake. Proverbs 3:5-6: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. I really pray for you to surrender and get out of this hole 🙏

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Bible Verse for this Prayer

Philippians 4:6-7

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

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