Its a tough season right now. Im having trouble with self denial and really following the Lord in general.

I want to follow Him very badly but my flesh cries out the moment i say a prayer. i cannot even find myself praying or reading His word or worshiping outside of the times i need to, barely ever. my Spirit feels barren and lost. i know Hes there and im thankful for that, but the flesh is something i need to cast away. i need breakthrough.

I once was able to do all these things, but it was during school when i had an actual schedule i needed to follow. I want the schedule part to be the least of my worries. i want to have a genuine relationship with Him, with no distractions. i feel somewhat distraught, but i am not hopeless.

In short, please just pray that I can be able to find time to keep praying, worshiping, and reading His Word out of my own desire to, because of change and i really do want to know Him.

thank you.

Godbless you all ✝️🔥❤️