Hello, I have been in a Christian community for about 8 months. Primarily because of the great community. Because I don't believe in God, but I find all of this very interesting.
I am increasingly noticing how beautiful faith is and how beautiful life can be when you believe in Jesus, the Lord.
I would like to believe, but I find it incredibly difficult.
I grew up without a Christian background and I don't see why I should just leave my hobbies and what was important to me behind in order to believe in God.
I am into psychological thrillers, pornography, horror films, etc. And my taste in music is not the best either.
Most of what I deal with is a sin and/or against God.
I am aware of all this.
I would like to see a reason behind believing in God. I want to feel the peace that everyone who follows the Lord feels. I want to realize that all my hobbies and interests are much less than the gain I could achieve if I accepted God as my Lord.
I want Him to consciously become part of my everyday life.
Please pray for me that I recognize Him, Jesus, in my community and in conversations and find enough strength and courage to fully believe in Him.
I want peace in my life.
I want a life with Him.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
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