Hi, I have been under a spiritual warfare recently. I keep having those spiritual attacks, I haven't talked to God either. I haven't talked to Him recently, I haven't repented my sins yet, just all of them.. I am breaking apart from Him, and I feel stuck and I don't know what to do or handle this. My days are getting tougher and tougher, I get more tired every each day. I mean there's a verse about don't lean on your understanding but I just cant really help it I am used to do everything on my own since my childhood, it feels like I am alone or something. My families and my friends aren't religious so there's no point of trying to get through them. I tried sharing Gospels to them but they just don't care at all, some are religious but doesn't have a relationship with the Lord. I wanted to go to church every Sundays but they are always busy and lazy. It's been weeks since I ever went to the church. I've craving for positive things and I crave to laugh or just smile anything that is positive. I also have ocd and depression and more, my mental health is completely destroyed. But what I do is always negative, negative thoughts and those negative emotions.. I tried to fix it by myself again but there's no point of doing it anymore, there's like a thick metal wall between me and Jesus. It feels like I reached my limit..my faith in Christ is slowly fading and the Holy Spirit looks like it's wanting me to get up and share this. I just doomscrolled in tiktok recently and found a sign, it was like monitoring spirits or something, how to avoid them and how to get rid of the monitoring spirits and some other things. I was also kinda relate to it but I don't also know if those 'monitoring spirits' were true. Could you pray for me? Any of you, even if we don't know eachother, just a little prayer could help..