In a relationship with GOD, we know the righteous may fall several times, and get back up, it is called a relationship, because as in any other relationship, (as broken people,) we all make mistakes. GOD can see what is truly in a heart, and as long as you are still in relationship with the LORD, remaining in the vine, CHRIST paid for your sins, ( it’s not about performance, it’s about the relationship with the LORD,) the blasphemy of the HOLY SPIRIT, is something that not only happens in spoken word, but deep within your heart, where it grows completely hard against the LORD. But the fact that you are confessing the LORD and showing repentance, that cannot be the case.