I need help submitting to God I feel so lost and my heart is so numb and hardened I don’t hear God at all I’m struggling with weight loss and body image and I really need some help accepting Christ into my heart pls pray for me I hear all these things about judgement day and see all these people on social media who’s lives have been changed and that’s what I want but I’ve tried so many times and nothing works so I feel lost, ignored, not enough, numb, broken,and really really in need of some help pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pray for me I want to go to heaven and accept Jesus into my heart right now my life is a huge mess