Lately everything has been okay but not necessarily good. A lot of things has been kind of overwhelming. I am now a senior so l'm worried abt scholarships, schooling, and applications. I am thankful to GOD that I had made it this far in my high school year. I know a lot of kids have not and blessings to them. I just know that it's going to be hard and to be honest I am a little scared of going to college. I don't know why I have this fear of just leaving but I do. I want to be an Anesthesiologist and I know that I will get there but l js have this fear that I am holding about leaving. I don't know if it's cold feet, or worried abt if I can't do it, or js not being a kid anymore. I pray to GOD about this. I want to get rid of this fear and figure out what's bothering me.