I'm suffering from a sensitive addiction, and I'm still doing it until now, I'm asking from all of your prayers and it's okay if you can't or don't pray for me, there's no hard feeling, but if you'd like to, I really appreciate it because in this time, I can't sleep because I did my addiction this HOLY WEEK, that makes me feel so guilty and don't know what to do, and how can I change and quit this, I'm doing this for years but still I can't find the key to escape from this repeated nightmare, there's always a guilt after I do it but the key... I really don't know what I'm gonna do but I really can't take it anymore but I have no choice, the urge is always taunting me and I'm still falling for it...
I'd like to share more but this is too long, your prayer will be appreciate(d) by me anytime, all the time. I'm sorry for the grammar if there are wrong in it.