I feel like what I do is not enough, and I sometimes feel like a lukewarm Christian. I pray to the Lord almost every night, but I don't really read the Bible that much, and I only go to church sometimes. I pray that the Lord will guide me on the right path even though I keep falling to sin. I also pray that my family will grow their faith as well. I don't really know the status of my family's relationship with the Lord, and I am too scared to ask. I know the Bible says stuff about spreading the word of Jesus and I want to try to do that but I am petrified of talking about it in real life so the best I can do is share stuff online. I am also petrified of the thought of not being in heaven with Jesus, so I pray that he will help guild me.