I'm in desperate need of clarity from the Lord. I am no longer spiritually attached to my wife. Our yoke has become so uneven that I'm carrying all of the spiritual on my side. I gave my life to Christ on resurrection Sunday of last year, just as in the book of Romans states you will be born again. I for sure have been born, and I see the world from God's perspective and have truly put all my faith into him, knowing that he has the perfect plan for me and that he loves me.

I say all this to say that my wife has been my worst enemy in this blessing of a new life that I have received. Whenever I have tried to explain Jesus to her, it's like she becomes this angry person who just doesn't want to hear anything about "Your God." She has said many hurtful things that have been highly unnecessary in conversations. When I don't feed into her anger with the world. To not go on a long tangent anytime an issue occurs, my statement is, "God's got it, so I'm not worried about it." And that just ticks her off, and the slander comes against me and against God. I have prayed every day for her to experience the love of Christ. The more I pray, the more I see who she truly is, and I feel as if the Lord is showing me her true self. I struggle to stay in the marriage because being with someone who has so much hate in her heart and soul is beyond complicated. But I can't justify leaving because God is clear on how he feels about divorce. It feels as if our season together has come to an end, and I'm supposed to be moving forward in my life with the Lord without her. I need some help, brothers and sisters. I need clarity on what the Lord truly wants from me.