I'm going through a very difficult moment with my friend. Our relationship is holding on by a thread. I really dont want to loose her. She said she wants out. When she told me that it felt like my heart was ripped out from me. I convinced her to give it more time to pray about. Loosing her would be my worst nightmare. I'm praying about but I feel like God is ignoring me because I only talk to him when I need him. I also dont know how to change that. Im not sure how to connect with him. Like its not like I can say hey how was your day. I'm confused. When I read the Bible it doesn't feel like God is speaking with me, it feels like im just reading from people that had a close relationship with him and were close to Jesus. I don't know where I would start. Any advice would be great. I have alot of other stuff going on too it would be too much for me if we end on top of everything else. In many ways she's been a reason too keep pushing forward and motivating me. Any advice

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