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Hello everyone, can you please pray for me?

I am struggling so much in life. I constantly worry, and every time I worry, I just pray, but it feels heavy and painful. I rested all day, but I don't feel rested because of the problems swirling in my mind. I have problems at school because of the many assignments,roleplay,reporting, recitation; I have problems at home; I have financial problems; I struggle with sins like lust, anger, and laziness. Right now, I don't want to go to school; I have no energy. I just want to rest and pour out everything to the Lord, but it seems I can't even cry. I'm so tired. I always beg God to take me because I'm so weary. I'm struggling so much, especially with my studies. I also have anxiety, and I'm afraid it might lead to depression again; I feel like I'm on the verge of depression. I always pray and do my devotions, but it feels like I'm struggling to hear the Lord's voice. It feels like I hear the enemy's voice more. I also don't have any friends I can see in person to talk to or who can help me because I don't have a permanent church to attend. I wish I could talk to a friend about the Lord and the problems I'm facing. Thank you so much. May the Lord bless you.