This is a prayer and also not a prayer i guess i hope someone can help me. For the past few years, lets say 4 years or maybe 3 years i've been struggling with lust, i don't know if this is the sin that caused me to feel empty. The day i became an teenager that's where it all started I didn't feel real, i hated people and i was anti social, i read the bible prayed like Jesus is my friend and go to church but didn't feel like i was welcome even though people were nice to me, when i was baptized i still felt dirty it feels like i wasn't baptized at all i was full of anxiety because people were looking at me, i am not saying that i was embarrassed for being baptized i was embarrassed of how i look because of how insecure i am. I just committed lust earlier i repented but j don't hear him anymore, i am losing myself my Faith, i am trying to trust but its so hard, and I don't know what's stopping me, i just want someone to understand what i am feeling for a lot of years. I really need help, i just want to be close to my Father Jesus once again, i am so loss and it feels like theres a hole to my heart, i just want to change for everyone. Sorry for bad grammar English.
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
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