Whoever can pray for me, I beg you to do so. This year was a disaster, I only got 9 in my final exams, I didn't get into the college I wanted, I lost my relationship and the boy I love turned into a person I don't recognize, I'm alone, I have no friends. I'm just a teenager, I just found out that I was lied to and used, and now I'm humiliated, humiliated, denigrated, cursed at, I found out that everything was a big lie, I was never loved, my friends knew everything but they used everything against me and contributed. They tell me I'm useless, that I'm a failure, that I'm deplorable... even though I told them that "you have no reason to do this to someone who didn't do anything to you", I received as a response that my existence on this planet is enough to deserve all this. They tell me that there are no suitable people for me in this world, that I'm everyone's last choice, they told me, "you're not human enough to be kind to you"... I feel like it's too much, I'll give in soon