My family has been broken for a long time and God knows one of my biggest desires is for them to know Jesus. They keep trying to argue with me about my faith especially my mom. I feel drained from getting to school with not really anyone knowing Jesus and then at home too? I have community I just never found a close friend, only counselors and people who are baby in there faith walk. God is always there for me, I just feel so alone in my faith walk, like there is no going through the same thing. My dad is a cultural Christian (likes the values of Christianity but never had a personal relationship with Jesus) he only realized you could a few months ago and asked about bible verses but nothing ever changed the same guy who screams at me for the littlest things testing my patience. And my mom? She knows I love Jesus very well and manliptues that, my dad thinking my mom has the best intentions always stands up for her and she goes with her little smirk. It makes me sad when I remember Jesus could be coming back any minute and my whole family isn’t saved. I don’t know what I should do? I need God to give me strength through this and to hear his voice and for him to comfort me. In the meantime, pray for all of, my two brothers, my grandma and grandpa, my mom and my dad, and my little sister. And for me, I need Jesus through this I need him all the time.