Hello everyone, I would really like for you guys to pray for me. My name is Ayanna and I'm 14, lately I've been struggling with mental health and faith. I pray everyday, I also think about the lord everyday because I'm scared I just have an uneasy feeling, I do include him in some of my daily activities, I do talk to him about my day, what bothers me etc I have financial problems so I don't go to church because I don't have much clothes, I can't fast because I am poor and I know what it's like to starve it isn't nice I can't even go a whole day without eating I get so weak I can't pray or pick up anything, I do have Bibles just the king James version but I can't understand it with the big words I always use my phone for different versions, yes I do feel very peaceful when reading the bible but I'm so lazy to even read it, it's like the thought of reading the bible pains me but when I do it's so peaceful. I also struggle with forgiveness and I get mad very easily and also I love getting people mad and that's bad. I am miserable very, I was once in a place a bad situation before I found God and I thought my depression was gone but the thing about depression is that it leaves temporarily, I do need help and I'm asking for all the prayers I can get thank you very much may the Lord bless you all! and yes I do sometimes spread the gospel on social media, rarely in real life though.