Here we go …. So the last year and a half my father cheated on my mother with my coworker he lied to all of us about it to the point I believe that he even took her into the hotel room I paid for. for us to stay in he completely left everything on my shoulders to pay for I’m completely financially and emotionally drained because of it I’ve never been so angry with life before. Now I’ve found out he still is living two lives one with my mother trying to patch things together and another life with her I’m to the point where I forgive him for my sake but I dont want him in my life anymore it has taken a huge toll on my self and my girlfriend we are falling apart I work away from home for long periods of time and I can feel everything slip away from me I’m not Christian or catholic but I do believe in Jesus Christ and I know that this path is making me stronger as a person but mentally it’s taking a toll on me