Hey everyone so I’m not really sure what is happening to me but I just feel like I’m doing everything wrong and that God is upset with me. And I know that he isn’t and I know that he is a kind and patient God but I just feel awful. I feel like I don’t do enough for God me I don’t share the gospel enough and I just I don’t even know. And I’ve just been feeling horrible lately I recently had a bad experience as well last Sunday I had a panic attack at church and it feels like le no one is listening to me, they all just keep trying to say “ oh it’s just social anxiety” but it’s not! And I am just so lost and confused and I want to talk to God about it but when I do I just feel like I’m being selfish because I’ve told him about this a lot already. And I just see all these other Christian’s doing things so differently than me and I feel like I’m doing everything wrong.