Father, I have fallen again... Have mercy on me, God. For I acknowledge my mistakes and I no longer want to continue committing the same sin, I have sinned against You, oh Father, only against You have I sinned. I have already asked for Your forgiveness, my Father, but I still don't feel that I have been forgiven and I haven't felt the repentance I used to feel. I didn't feel the same discomfort I used to feel before when I commit the same sin, why Father? I don't feel as if I have truly repented for sinning against my body. I have already installed blockers for explicit things, yet my flesh continues to find some loophole, I am trying to avoid as much as possible the bad things for my spirit. Oh Father, I don't feel that Your Spirit is within me. What is the reason I feel less close to You, Father? Why didn't I feel so sad after sinning against You, my Father? Why don't I feel the conviction of the Holy Spirit? Please Father, have mercy on me, I am a sinner since my mother conceived me, since I was born. You have reason to condemn me, for I have sinned against You countless times, do not abandon me Father. Do not let me abandon You, oh God. Do not let me become distant from You, appear to me, show me Your face and reveal to me the Truth to overcome the lust I have been fighting for years. Please Father, appear to me, I have been asking You this for so long, for I want to see You, and embrace You and cry by Your side. I want to thank You and know how to stop sinning against You. Father, I do not want to be separated from You, I want to live with You, but I do not feel that I deserve this, even though I believe that Jesus is God, that God raised Christ and I accept Him in my heart, besides applying Your Word in my life, but I still need to read the Bible (I am still in Genesis). Father, renew my strength to continue my path with You and living for You, for without You, I will die. I recognize that I cannot rely on my understanding or my own strength, I am dependent on You, Father, for You are powerful and I live only for one god, who is Jesus Christ, I will never have more than one god besides You, I don't think I idolize anything else, like my cell phone, for I dedicate my life to You, and I only pray to You, I tell everything to You, I live for You, I am not addicted to my cell phone, but I use it a lot to entertain myself and laugh, but I will start going out to entertain myself and relax, like walking or doing some sport. Oh Father, if necessary, I ask You to help me get out of all temptations and lust. Please, take me out of this sin and do not abandon me, Father. Give me one more chance, God, for I want to live by Your side.