Hey name's Richard Haley I've asked this question before, but I still would love to ask if it's possible for people with full knowledge/understanding about god and his salvation plan can still return back into a relationship with him after deliberately cursing the trinity, calling him disgusting, and even calling Jesus christ as magical being I hope so please someone tell me. By the way I'm already familiar with passages Matthew 12 31-32, Mark 3 25-30, Hebrews 6:4, Hebrews 10:26, and 1 John 5 sin unto death, and I'll admit I've said these things before and I apologized so many times my mind runs off track. Even to this day I still apologize for what's been said.