I know it feels bad but you will feel better, and I know how you feel, like my gf broke up with me just because she said it don't feel light which does not sit right with me because it feels like something was happening behind my back and we never even got to go on a date or do anything romantically (technically) except she visited my house and another place and we never even kissed and we were together for about 2 or 3 months and played Fortnite together and had Zoom calls pretty much every night but not the point of what I mean so what I mean is you will feel better, and if you feel like crying then let it out and you will feel better trust me, and even science says crying is good for you

Hi Will, God can help you with your struggles