And also, to differentiate between the voices in your head, read the Bible. It seems intimidating at first, but God will make Himself known to you through it and He is always very clear

Hey cam, I don’t know either. And that’s ok. We aren’t supposed to know and that sounds terrifying, and it is. We have to accept that we are never gonna be perfect and that we are always going to have to rely on Jesus’ sacrifice. And it’s hard and it hurts our pride, but that is the only hope that we have. God already knows you fully and all of your flaws and imperfections and chose you still. He saw the worst possible version of you and chose to go to the cross. He didn’t die for the perfect version of you that never messes up. He loves every version of you where you’re at. And He will change you as soon as you’re able to stop trying to change yourself. I will pray for you, and if you want to pray for me, I would not mind ❤️