Hello, I am young(teenager)and I ask for you to pray for me as I struggle with faith, I suffer from a fear of eternity(Apeirophobia) and thinking “what if Gods not real” has planted a fear and stress inside me that I can’t shake. Living in a constant cycle of seeking answers. Knowing with certainty in my heart that God is there loving me and watching over me. Every bad thing that I see happen just makes me question the lord but usually I’m able to explain to myself and calm myself down that God did that for a reason, but believing truly and trusting completely in his plan and accepting the mystery is something I need advice on and I hope you guys share your experiences in certainty of God and how he spoke to you.