A poem I wrote to the Lord! ❤️✍🏽

There was a time when I cried silently,
with a broken heart, hidden inside.
I believed in sweet words, unfaithful eyes, and it hurt that so many did not love me.

I trusted, and it turned into betrayal, I ran crying into God's arms. Everything was broken, past and dream, but I found my new world with Jesus.

My body burned, my soul wounded,
yet I lived because God gave me life.
Betrayal, kiss, and false promise –
but Jesus remained the only Interest.

I longed for words, embrace, light,
but there was silence, and night covered the sky.
And yet, in You, I lived again,
You shaped me from dust into hope.

Lord, You are my refuge,
when I cry, the noise falls into Your palm.
I await the one who not only sees
but hears the deep sigh of my soul.

The one who does not run away when I stand in battle,
who loves when I make mistake after mistake.
I wait for a partner, but not just anyone,
but the one You shape, Father, already here.

The one who loves You more than me,
Who bows down with me before You in silence.
The one who does not run when the road is hard,
Who offers not just a dream, but life.

The one who sees the prayer behind my tears,
And carries the weight of the cross with me.
I no longer need false glitter,
Just a pure-hearted companion,
Who loves faithfully and understands,
Who sees the value of my heart in God.

I write the pain of my heart into a poem,
like a child crying in the arms of their Father.
I no longer regret the darkness that was,
because the light has long been built within me.