Hello everyone. I want to ask you to pray for me. I am a young boys from the Netherlands. I am suddenly quite sick and am worried i will not wake up tomorrow because of a lack of sleep or something. I probably will tbh, since I've always been one to worry abt every little thing, but even then I have exams tomorrow so i hope i will feel better otherwise i have to do it sometime else and that is not fun. It feels wrong asking for prayer over something so little but every prayer would be appreciated, because sometimes I wonder if I even will be forgiven. It feels like I'm just watching myself, and I barely feel emotions anymore. I feel like i never truly believe because in my heart I don't but in my mind I do. I was raised atheist so sometimes it feels like is still believe that.

Thank you very much, I love you all!
(This was a bit of a rant so sorry. Also my native language is not English so sorry for spelling mistakes!)