We have to remember that no one is perfect, not even in relationships. Love isn’t about perfection; it’s about choosing not to give up, even through arguments, flaws, and even sin. Jesus showed true love through patience, forgiveness, and understanding, even when His disciples failed. It’s good you're not giving up and wanting to make him feel loved. But it’s also important to communicate your thoughts and fears to him and to the Lord. God sees your struggles, but He still wants you to pour out your heart to Him. Give Him the situation, trust Him with it, and rest in Him instead of leaning on your own understanding. 2 Timothy 1:7: "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.”