Father God, I ask you for your divine guidance and help. Lord I dont understand a lot of things about this faith, I keep forgetting to focus on you throughout the day and I really dont want this. Lord I want to change, I want to reflect you and stop sinning. I want to feel your love and peace all throughout my life. I dont want to hurt you and I dont want to lose you. But I cant do this on my own. I know I am disobidiant and do sin. But I seek change. I want to strongly love you, I want to take this faith seriously but I need your help. I want to have a genuine loving relationship with you and I pray you make it happen for jot only myself but anyone seeking this. I love you Lord, please help me and others in this time