for the last couple of weeks ive been thinking that i was just numb to everything, when in reality i was just holding too much in . i busted out crying today because of something i wasn’t okay with . god sent me someone and it’s like i messed up a little and now my gift he sent me is gone . i dont wanna vent on here about the whole situation, but i am asking that god heals my heart mind soul and spirit and same goes for the person he sent me and i begging jesus to bring us back together so i dont mess up again . if you guys dont do anything else please pray for me and the gift god sent me . without it i feel like i lost a part of myself that i will never get back again .