Please pray for me. Im 14 and I have been struggling a lot with lust and I believe it's because at the moment I feel very lonely. I keep on falling in love with girls who are so kind and I believe would be a good parent to my future children. They never like me back and I'm afraid now. I don't want to be hurt more, all of my friends are getting girlfriends and I'm just starting to feel lonely.

This has been happening since I was 12 and I am starting to hurt so badly from this. The problem is I have a big problem talking to some girls and the ones I like are always in the group of girls I have trouble talking with. I need help building my confidence but nothing is working. Truth is at the moment I feel very lonely and sad. And no matter how hard I try I sometimes doubt gods existence. I always tell myself he exists but then find it hard to truly believe it sometimes. Other times he's the only person I know to talk to. I'm so lost at the moment and I need help to feel better. Thank you to all.