I'm 14 years old and I'm trying to find a girl to spend the rest of my life with and to lead her to God, and for her to lead me, I've prayed a lot for this, I've had lessons and experiences with other girls that God has sent to teach me a lesson, to test me, and he confirmed to me in a dream that it will happen one day! but waiting hurts very bad, I'm trying to heal myself so I don't bleed people who won't hurt me, it's hard for me to see other happy couples, it's really hard for me... (I'm looking for a relationship at this young age because I don't want to I find a relationship when "everything is on the table" to take advantage of me, so I have to find it early, because I'm mature, I'm stoic, I know how to love and I've learned a lot) what advice do you have... it hurts me to see that others are blessed and I'm not, I feel left behind, faith is not the problem, I have faith, but the loneliness hurts, to feel like this