I’m a 14 year old boy, who struggles with watching things that I shouldn’t. I’ve had some bad friends in the past that have introduced me to these things, and it’s been effecting the way I live, like how I look at people, how I think, and it’s messing me up. I feel like it’s become a dependent and I don’t know how to rid of the temptation. I’ve been struggling for 4 years now, which is terrible. The fact that I’m still struggling is terrible enough, but the fact I’ve been struggling since 10 makes it all the worse. All of this lead to me dwelling on myself, loss of sleep, and, not sure if I have it, but maybe depressed. I’ve thought about it and I’ve thought for a while that there isn’t even a reason to continue to fight it because I feel like it’s over for me anyways. Thank you for your time and I hope you have an amazing day.