Good afternoon, I don't even know how to start this or what to do. I have been a long time Christian since I could remember... I come from a legacy of Christian women. They are all gone now... My life has been up and down and in and out. I don't even know where to start, but I came here searching for those that are like-minded to help me... I'm really good at taking care of everyone else but I don't know how to do that for myself. Here lately I have been questioning a lot of things and a lot of things just don't make sense. I need clarity... I need God to take control and for me to learn how to let him. I truly don't know how. I won't lie... I'm very scared... I know I am truly not alone God is always with me. But for the season he seems to choose to stay silent. I need a Christian invasion of my life. I need prayer over it all. I know this prayer request is vague but in all actuality it's not it's the truth. My entire life is a mess and I don't understand what God wants or needs from me. Please do you have the time just a few seconds to stop and pray for my life before I lose it. Thank you and God bless you all...