Lord, God.

Please give me strength, self confidence, patience, happiness.. I am afraid of my future, I am afraid that I will get lost, I am afraid that my rage will eat me alive and makes a bad decision, I know you can hear me through this message and app but I will hide my identity. I am good in writing instead of talking because I can express fully while typing, please guide my new Teacher Ed that he won’t give any pressure for us, the students. I hope that he will change his way of embarrassing a student in front of the class even though it’s in college level. He wants respect from students but how can students respect him if he’s embarassing a student in front of the class? I believe about the term of give and take, that a respect should earn.

I am afraid that I’m about to give up in this day because of him and my future, please guide me. I will follow you with all of my heart, I am sorry for not visiting you in church every Sunday because that’s the busy day of our business but I will promise to you in another day that I will come visit you in church while holding a candle. I feel like I am alone, I don’t want any harm and negative thoughts. I also pray for my academics that I hope I will succeed..