Hi , there . It's me again. I hope this helps when you read this. Before I changed as a Born Again Christian in 2026 like right now , in the past 12 years ... I wasn't a good person. I hurt a lot of people and I did a lot of bad stuffs. I hadn't fully received Jesus Christ when in 2024 and 2025 because I became a lukewarm Christian in that two years. I haven't fully repented nor became like Christ in 2024 and 2025 . In those times , when I saw a green sign that was in Tagalog but I can literally translated in English . That Green sign said " Hesus Tagapaligtas , He is Coming. Rapture soon " and this is the part where the Holy Spirit fully awaken me from my deep slumber of this world. My spirit is now awake. I was now changed in June 8 , 2026. But in the mid seven or with weeks , like in July 23 , 24 and 25 , I didn't felt the Holy Spirit. I wasn't sure if God was testing me or Satan was making me doubtful , but when in mid day of Sunday . While I was recopying my TLE notes , I heard a word in my mind that shock me when I found its definition. Double Minded. I prayed to God for Forgiveness before guidance , and after that I felt lighter and happy. Today's my thirteen birthday and I thanked for the great things He had done for me. I love God so much. Praise the Lord. Also , Jesus Christ loves you. No matter what.