I am lazy.
I am lazy because I can't even maintain my relationship with God, I can't pray daily, go to church, or read the Bible. I might be a hypocrite because I say I believe in Him, but I come and go; I can't maintain consistency in what I do.
I know He exists and that He is with me, and also that He wants me to follow Him. I know He won't always be behind me waiting for me to be ready to give myself to Him, to follow Him. I know what I should do, and I don't do it. I say I want to be close to Him, but wanting is being able, and I don't do it.
I am ashamed because I am failing, and things aren't going so badly in my life, but I feel distant, like in limbo, empty.
Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
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