Lord save us from this financial disaster and housing disaster and educational problems disaster. Our lives have been in the pit for the past 7 years. Lord enough is enough. Your child needs you. Please meet me half way. Please don’t keep teaching me more and more lessons …… I need help…now Lord..,,,,,,,,,,I thank you for the lessons. I thank you for keeping me here and giving me another chance. But this is living hell for us Lord, and no matter how hard I cry I can’t get anything to work out and no matter how much I surrender I can’t get anything to work out. So remove all my desires and forgo all human responsibilities I have. Just save me. From anything God…reply me. I can’t do this and I haven’t been able to do this….just let me surrender and save me God………I have so much faith in you God but not in me…because I feel like I am heading down into the path where I can never see light again no matter what I do….