God , do what you want in my life. Take me through the trials you want me to undergo. Because I'll never be "ready" and because I'll never be strong enough to get through them, but I'll always have you\nAnd I know at the end of it , our relationship will be stronger. And I would go through the trials a million times if that meant that we were a million times closer, even if it just meant we were a little closer , I would still do it. God, take me through whatever you want. Except one thing, I beg you will not take me through ever. You can take me through cancer if you want.You can take me through heartbreak , you can take me through anything, just do not take me through the feeling of being far from you, do not take me through a season where I have left you. Do not ever let me walk away. God, I will do anything you ask.Bur the one thing I cannot is going a season without you. Because I can't even last a moment without you. So God , you have all of me and do as you wish but i'm pleading with you that I will not go through a season in which I have to experience life without you i don't want to say, I wish I had the faith I had when I was young, i want to say, wow, when i was young I had strong faith, but I didn't know that I could get closer and closer, and now, my faith is stronger than ever. Just don't ever let me let go