My journey with God has been tough its like a rocky road always unsure what will happen and my fire seems to burn out even though im serving him in the music ministry . Back when i was active and had the desire the hear his voice i had a dream where i saw him but that dream was a long time ago. I broke my promise again just when i thought there had been no more hope for me i attended a seminar it was a 2 day seminar and on the last day the Bishop suddenly pointed at me and said that God has chosen me to be a prophet i was baffled cause I'm someone who is currently struggling with my faith how can i be a prophet? Simple worship leading im already struggling how can i even proceed to that position. If i was like myself back then, maybe i would be overjoyed with this prophecy but now i feel pressured like if i don't make progress I'm a lost cause, even that prophecy is so heavy it's overwhelming for me. Little by little I'm getting my spark back but it's so hard maintaining it .